There are no finish lines - only mile markers ❤️

We've reached the end!  

Thank you for your support & partnership this year. If I could choose one phrase to define this year it would be: convicting comfort (or...comforting conviction?). 

In John 14, Jesus says: "And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever..."

He continues in John 16: "...It is best for you that I go away, because if I don't, the Advocate won't come. If I do go away, then I will send him to you. And when he comes, he will convict the world of its sin, and of God's righteousness, and of the coming judgment. The worlds sin is that it refuses to believe in me..."

In John 14, the greek word: Paraklete is referred to when describing the Holy Spirit. This word can often be defined as: comforter, encourager, counselor... (initially described as advocate). 

In summary - I find it interesting that Jesus says that it is better for him to leave so that he will send the comforter (greek: paraklete). What is the role of a comforter? Well...to comfort us. 

In Jesus' mind - that definition is too small. The role of a comforter is not just to comfort - but also to convict. What a difficult balance to strike! How can one both comfort AND convict? 

I defined this year as "convicting comfort" or "comforting conviction" because I have continually felt challenged to discern when to "push" / "challenge" the students in our ministry while also considering the ways I am being led to "comfort" // and "be a safe space" for them as well. 

In a world where many long for "safe spaces", and the desire to be seen is a top priority among those we are reaching, how can we make ourselves vessels for the Spirit's redeeming work on our planet? 

I am fully aware of the ways I seek comfort over conviction. The ways I choose to detach, numb, or pull-away from the responsibilities right in front of me. God always seems to know the perfect way to invite/call us out of out comfort to taste the convicting realities of what it means to be human. 

The Savior we represent on campus is one that saves us from our bondage to the numbing and detaching we are ever so used to. Though there are Christians we focus a little too much on the "convicting" portion of the idea I am presenting - I hope to strike a balance with both, so that this fall, we can be a ministry where students feel safe - while at the same time inviting those students to know we will not compromise our standards of love we have graciously received from Christ ❤️

Pray for us! 

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Photos Below: 

Our Wednesday night FOCUS worship team! - grateful for each of these students (from left to right: Laniah, Jernee, me, Kris, Tom, & Meech)

Our WNF worship team! 

Grateful for my friendship w/ Jorge - we didn't know how to pose for our end-of-the-year party...so we did some praying-hands. 🤷🏾‍♂️

I'm grateful for my friendship w/ Meech and our time together. We also did not know how to pose so we did a 90s rap poster-type-vibe. 

Each week I've had the privilege of meeting w/ these two guys, studying scripture together, and getting to connect about how God is growing & stretching us. Excited for the summer and these two guys being a part of our ministry this fall! 

At our end-of-the-year party we prayed for one another as we said goodbye to the transferring students in addition to the students who are entering the workforce. 

Our student-leader did a great job sharing at our end-of-the-year party!

Anaya & I at our first daddy-daughter dance! 

Our Richland FOCUS 2025-26 staff team! 

Our ministry enjoying Raising Canes after one of our Wednesday Night FOCUS meetings :) 

Happy Easter! :) 

Thank you for your support & for believing in our mission to love students! I hope to be in touch with each of you this summer - I'd love to reconnect :) 

Until then - be encouraged by the photos! 

Your brother & campus missionary,

Sirak 

March & April update (the journey & the destination...are the same thing?)

Good morning my friends & team :) 

We're already in April, which means that we have roughly one month left in the school year. This season of the ministry-year invites us to reflect on God's faithfulness from August until now while internalizing the lessons that He has placed in our path. 

As of today, I have 3 classes remaining in my MA Theology program I have been slowly working through since 2021. This master's degree has opened my mind & heart to the depth and breadth of Christian Spirituality and Vocational Ministry. 

I never planned on being a "pastor".  🤷🏾‍♂️   My journey is one marked by responding to God's invitation which led to another invitation...and to another. Each invitation along the way required a level of obedience & discernment...and, here we are. 

I do believe in free-will and I also believe in divine guidance. Somewhere in-between these two concepts I have landed here - as a 36-year-old college pastor. But, I digress (or is it regress? - I never know). 

A key topic of conversation within seminary circles is that of inclusion/diversity. Churches across the western hemisphere are aiming to be spaces of warmth and connection to a wide range of people groups and are curious to understand the how & who of these key topics. 

At Richland College, we serve a student-population who are actively looking for belonging and connection during this brief 2-year pitstop called: the community college. 

Our ministry is constantly shifting & changing - dependent on the students who show up and engage with us. Our ministry is also naturally inclusive & diverse - both characteristics of the campus we work on. 

This unique dynamic at Richland College is not by accident - I believe it is by divine design. My personal story (as referenced earlier) is one marked by responding to God's invitation...over & over again. 

It is easy to grow weary as a college pastor. Our campus, though a beautiful place of potential connection - can often be a place marked by a lack of student life, diminished student engagement, increased technological addiction, and students immediately leaving campus once class is finished. 

Please pray for our staff team & our student leaders - pray that we would, like our Lord, continually send out invitations...and then some more...and then a few more...trusting & hope that there is, in fact, a divine plan that we are participating in. 

Looking ahead, I'm excited to complete my final three classes and apply any theological insights I find to better serve our ever-changing student population & campus context. 

More importantly, I'm committed to creating spaces where everyone can experience the belonging and connection they're searching for - just as I found my unexpected but purposeful path in ministry. 

Thank you for your support & for partnering with us in this work. ❤️ Your support enables us to continue being a place where divine guidance meets human free will, where diversity is celebrated rather than merely accommodated, and where students find a spiritual home during their pit stop at Richland College. 

Our weekly WNF Wednesday Gathering! 

she loves her books ❤️

we found the perfect angle to take swing-pictures. God truly provided 😎 - the weather was nice and the pics were 🔥

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Another WNF picture :) - Feeling blessed & grateful for our community! 

After one of our Wednesday Night meetings, we did a lectio-divina activity. Scriptures were selected around the theme of "using our words for good" & "taming the tongue" - our students loved getting to slowly read the text & engage with the material! We're definitely planning on doing more of these in the future! 

Thank you for your support & for believing in our mission to love college students! I feel truly blessed to get to walk with these students & serve them. I pray that you're encouraged by the pictures and I hope that you know your support is going toward deep & lifelong connections!

Sirak 

The Gift of January! (and the call to be organized!) ❤️

My friends & team! 

I feel so blessed to get to share this update with you! January was an absolute blast and God is doing some amazing things in & through our group. 

This year has been a bit of a challenge within the realm of student-leadership. We have had three student-leaders step down from leadership for various reasons and have had to end one of our men-cores. We are beginning a co-ed core this week (led by me) and we feel great about this core supplementing the needs of our group. Please pray for our first gathering! 

We are having visitors every week to our Wednesday Night FOCUS meetings and new friendships are continually being formed. Last week, we passed around sign-ups for two teams: the "Reach Team" & the "Serve Team". We had over 15 students sign up for each! What is happening??? ❤️

We feel encouraged and a bit overwhelmed, at times, by the new students and our growing fellowship meetings. 

A thought: When I close my eyes and think of something that I would consider "organized", I think of...a bookshelf...a well-stocked pantry...or a zipped-up backpack. 

God has been showing me that the way he defines "organization" and the way I define "organization" are very different.

God's way of "organizing" is a bit messy at times and interconnected in ways unseen. God designs ecosystems and nervous-systems; two examples of interconnected systems and parts that affect the other while still letting themselves be influenced by the world around them. 

Often, my definition of "organization" primarily means: get more work done (ideally, in a shorter amount of time) or work harder & faster (while neglecting how your body feels and avoiding how it is affecting the people around you). 

I am learning what the difference is between a task and a priority. For example, spending time with my wife & daughter is a priority to me. However, when I am not organized, these priorities can, at times, feel like tasks to check-off and not priorities to settle into. 

Has sharing the message of Christ become a task to me? Is it still a priority? If it is a priority, then I will rearrange my day(s) & week(s) to reflect that. Being a college-pastor at 36 feels different compared to being a college-pastor at 26. 

I grieve the days where I wish I could fit my duties, responsibilities, relationships, obligations, creative ideas, administrative-emails, etc. onto a nice organized bookshelf to sit back, enjoy the picture and feel good that life has a way of stopping so that I can finally get to the "things" I've been avoiding, hah! 

Maybe life is meant to be an interconnect ecosystem of goals, responsibilities, relationships, and obligations? May the Lord guide us to prioritize what needs prioritizing and give us wisdom to walk away from the tasks that will remain tomorrow when we awake. 

I had the privilege of preaching/speaking at our 2025 FOCUS Winter Retreat! I enjoyed getting to share God's word and I feel that the students connected with the message! I'm grateful for the opportunity. My message title was: "Letting Jesus Tell Me Who I Am"

Somehow 18-months have flown by she is running, talking, playing, yelling, wrestling, and everything else! 🌈 We love watching her grow and we feel so grateful to be her parents! 

We had a scripture-memorizing activity last week for Sandra's sermon and the students loved It! There was definitely a bit of a 'competitive' spirit in the air as students were rushing up front to share their memorized-scripture, but, it was fun ❤️

Anaya and I were walking around TJ Maxx and were feeling cute, so, why not? 

Our FOCUS Winter Retreat was a powerful weekend! We loved getting to connect w/ new students and we definitely sense that God is doing something special across his college campuses. Feeling grateful for what's upcoming! 

Our Richland students had a quick pow-wow before winter-retreat began to go over goals & expectations for the retreat. We broke up into groups to pray for one another as well! 

Every January, our FOCUS staff connects with one another during our Winter Staff Retreat. We feel grateful for the space we had to worship, pray, and prepare for the spring semester. 

Laurence (UTD), Lailah (UTD), and I got to help serve our team by leading worship throughout the week. Feeling grateful for the time spent together!

Sloan and I did our first...marriage puzzle. I have always thought of myself as someone who "doesn't do puzzles", haha - but, this one was so fun and restful. I am looking forward to our next puzzle that we get to do together. 

I feel so happy when I get to be with her ❤️

Thank you for believing in our mission to love college students - as the years go by I am continually amazed at the support and love that you all have shown to me through your prayer and donations. 

I pray that you're encouraged by the photos and reminded of God's faithfulness not just on the college campuses, but in your lives as well. Please do not hesitate to reach out if you have anything in your life that you need prayer for - or - if you just want to connect!

Your brother & campus missionary, 

Sirak 

Sirak's November/December Update!

This semester has been a journey. 

To be more specific, I think that every semester is a journey.  To me, the main (and perpetual, never-ending) question to ask oneself on such a journey is: What is God teaching me (on this journey)? 

There are usually two ways to answer this. The first way is to complete the "journey" (or, make It to a resting point) and reflect on what has transpired up to that point. (These "rest stops" can be voluntary or involuntary)

The second way is, in the midst of the journey, to create and facilitate "stopping-points" of your own making and purposefully ask: What has/is/will God teach/taught me as of then/now/upcoming/etc.? - you choose what to ask! (The important thing isn't what you ask - but that you choose to cease and be with God!) 

In other words - the first method is more static while the second method is more dynamic. 

Christmas break is a natural time for me to pause, reflect, and step into the first journey-reflection-option. In fact, I have a confession: In my 14 years as a college pastor, I have only recently decided to cultivate a continued practice of reflection and prayer not just when breaks (I am aware that many jobs do not have natural "breaks" baked in to their schedule) arrive - but continuously, throughout the semester - making my own rest-stops to (re)connect with God. 

This desire to pause & reflect has creeped up on me. 

Anaya is now 15 months old, and, I've lost count of the number of times friends would ask: "How are you doing? What is it like being a father? What is God teaching you?" My canned responses would be something like: "It's great! It's definitely a full-body experience! It's a journey!" The true response that I wanted to respond with was: I have no idea. I haven't stopped to ask myself those things. (becoming a new parent has introduced me to a type of exhaustion that I have not known before 💜)

Becoming a parent exposed some gaps in my life that have always been there and were calling out my name to tend to their care. Parts of myself that desire connection, care, and concern. When I do create space to pause and reflect, it's always a surprise what comes up. Questions, emotions, fears, doubts, memories, sensations, images, etc. all of it - and Jesus is right there with me to welcome it all and hold it all as I let him tend to my soul. 

This semester has been a journey. And, the more I pause to "check-in" with God, the more he colors and adds texture to my lived experience. What was routine and mundane suddenly becomes alive and vibrant. What's missing wasn't something externally - but what has been missing is an internal posture of surrender to God's hand with me and for me on this journey (of life). 

Paul writes in Ephesians 1:18: I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you. 

I interpret this text as Paul's encouraging invitation to the Church in Ephesus: wake up! God is with you! We rejoice in the hope of the glory of God! Keep going! 

As we wrap up 2024 and head into 2025 - my encouragement for all of you is the same: keep going - but don't forget to create a few pit-stops along the way to check in w/ our creator. <3 

Sloan, Anaya & I went to Downtown Garland's "Christmas in the Square"! It was fun and we loved watching Anaya interact with the Christmas lights 💙

Our Fall "Pizza Theology" was an awesome event! So many students gathered to serve and engage on our topic: "1st & 2nd Samuel". Rikk Watts, a New Testament scholar, came to share with our students and the absolutely loved it!  

Anaya has been loving life lately! She is running, babbling, eating (everything), and continually building her appetite for life & love! She loves giving mommy & daddy hugs, reads a TON of books, and enjoys running in any random direction at any given time. 

The different FOCUS male-pastors across our campuses gather bi-weekly to discuss leadership principles from "Habitudes" written by Tim Elmore. Our conversations have been rich and helpful in discerning the climate of our campuses in addition to discussing what the next step(s) for each of us are in our leadership journeys. 

Anaya doing her thing! 

My guy Meech had some car issues so we had to try to get his car right...which meant we stood In the parking lot for a while and googled "How to jump-start a car". 

Sandra led our students in a Wednesday Night FOCUS after-event coaching them in support-raising the costs for our upcoming Winter Retreat! The students were excited to engage with one another and brainstorm ways to invite their friends & family to help them pay for winter retreat! 

I feel extremely grateful for this group of students right here. Our student-leader team has been a deep source of encouragement for our staff. They show up each week with questions, ministry scenarios, and most-importantly: they show up with an open-heart ready to learn and grow. Our ministry has come a long way and God isn't finished w/ it yet! 

Joey & Veronica did a great job planning and facilitating our Christmas party. Our theme was, "Cozy Christmas" and the students showed up in their pajamas and cozy clothes! We did worship and we focused in on the theme(s) of longing and Christ meeting our needs through the Incarnation. It was a blast! 

Our students participated in a Gingerbread-house building competition. We loved seeing the students' creativity and innovation in action! I always forget that these students absolutely love competing and showing off their (unique) skills! 

I feel so grateful to work with this team! (from left to right: Sandra, Joey, Veronica, and myself!) 

She loves to sit in a metal mixing bowl and have me carry her around the house. Just thought I'd share. 

We had a great time at our Christmas party and it was a perfect end to a wild semester. Thank you for your support!

Thank you for believing in me and supporting out work on campus at Richland. I feel so blessed to get to walk with these students and serve them in my (limited) giftings and capacity. Please pray for our students as they go back home for the break - pray for their routines, their hearts, and their minds. There are too many distractions and temptations to name and we pray for them to make wise and fruitful decisions! 

Love you all! Have a merry Christmas and a happy new year :) 

Your brother,

Sirak 

September & October...In a Flash :)

My friends & team! Welcome to November! 

I do apologize that I did not have an update last month - so, for this blog post I will be combining two months together (September & October)! 

Our cores are doing well and there are some fun shifts happening in our ministry. 

As many of you know, a core value of our ministry is: 1-on-1 spiritual friendships. We encourage students to not just talk about their faith sporadically but to engage in week-to-week, committed, Jesus-loving friendships with other students. 

In previous years, this core value has been carried out and embodied primarily by the FOCUS pastors and staff. However, this year we have more & more students who are stepping up and initiating these types of spiritual friendships all throughout the ministry! We are so proud of them!

I'm noticing that the Holy Spirit doesn't need you to have degrees, fancy theological ideas, or an impressive resume to impact someone with the love of Christ. All that is required is that you're faithful and consistent. 

I see a principle at work that is hard to find words for...however, I shall attempt (continue reading...): 

For some reason, God designed (human nature?) people to be deeply impacted by their peers. For example, I (36 years old) can invite a student to FOCUS/core/etc. and say, "I've missed seeing you around, hope to see you this Wednesday!" However, if an 18-year-old is told the same phrase and given the same invitation by a fellow 18-year-old...I feel that the invitation takes deeper root inside of their heart. They are filled with a deeper sense of: "Wow...maybe I am important and loved." // "Hm...maybe I am noticed and seen..." // "Wait...I thought my presence doesn't matter...maybe I do matter?"

Peer-level leadership and influence is something that is truly beautiful and I am seeing it open up more & more right before me. Pray for our student leaders as they step into this role with other students and that lifelong spiritual friendships would emerge and thrive!

Students are being impacted and we love to see it! Enjoy the pictures below & thank you for your continued support - I feel like it'll be May 2025 faster than we can acknowledge, so let's stay connected! 

Not much to say here other than she is up, running, exploring, and enjoying life! <3 

Happy Halloween :) 

Fall Camp was a blast - here is a picture of one of our students, Caleb, sharing his story & testimony with our other students. We feel so blessed and honored to have him in our ministry. 

Feeling grateful for this fun group of students in our ministry this year! Please be praying for them as we continue to build spiritual friendships and allow God's guiding light shape and form us! 

Each week I get to meet with Karston (middle) and Bernard (right). These two guys are leading a Core Bible study on Mondays at 1pm. They've had a consistent group of guys coming every week and they've been humble, faithful, and teachable this entire time! Pray for them as they continue to grow into their role as leaders <3 

Pretty cool (and random) story: We ran into Anaya's doctor who delivered her! This OB actually wasn't our OB throughout pregnancy but she was a blessing to us that night on August 3rd, 2023 when Anaya was born! 

Thank you to the donors & friends who helped us purchase two laptops & other accessories for our student leaders! 

My evening routine <3 

Fall Camp was awesome! :) 

Veronica & Joey led our students in group-games and we had an absolute blast! 

More fall camp pics! 

Our last few Wednesday Night FOCUS meetings have been growing...and growing...please pray for us as we love & impact the students around us! 

We've been talking about taking more family pictures together! If you know of any local-DFW-photographers, please let me know! 

Happy Halloween! 

...she's growing...and growing...

Another pic of our Wednesday Night FOCUS meetings! 

Our "Sermon on the Mount" D-Class on Wednesdays has been so fun - love getting together with everyone each week :) 

Caleb - one of our new students this year has been a huge blessing to our group and I'm grateful for 

Thank you so much for your continued support and for believing in our mission to love college students! 

The year is off to a great start and we are excited for the next 6 weeks, Christmas break, and Winter Camp! 

Do not hesitate to reach out to me if you have any questions! 

Your brother & campus missionary,

Sirak